Time

Life is hard. I still remember, as a kid, life was simple. Go to school, do your homework, hang out with friends, watch tv, eat, and just chill. Not really thinking of the future as much as living and enjoying the moment. Now it's pretty much the same, but your future is affected greatly by your actions. As you grow up and become more and more dependent on yourself, independent from your parents, you have to manage every aspect of your life yourself. In a sense, its not so different, yet it's different enough. As a kid, your parents took care of you, and lit the way, guided you in the way they saw fit. But now, it's all on you.This is what happens when you grow up.

A very important skill, that most people tend to ignore, is time management. It affects your life in a major way, so that people that do not have control over their time, will be consumed by the things they have to do in the end. Time management, between studies, food, sleep, friends, relationships, and so many other things. Most people usually waste their time on things whilst ignoring or delaying the things that should have a higher priority.They also usually leave them to the last minute. When this accumialtes, it becomes harder for a person to accomplish what they have to do. Time management is not something that can learned so easily, it is something that is aquired through a long time, in a way that it becomes hardwired in our system.

Life is hard. And it only gets harder. Be the master of time, not it's puppet.

speechless

Fuck!

läget :p

Title means " What's up" in Swedish..

Anyways, here's whats up. I've got 2 exams on the 15th of march, 8-13 and 14-19.. Thats gona be a f*cking long day! Oh well, I also got a test on friday, and i need 2 points to be able to pass the course. Dont think, " oh, 2 points, thats easy" cause it aint! If it was, then i wouldn't be redoing this course right now! And after i'm done with that, gona continue studying for my exams. I've also enrolled myself in a project course, but i'm not in any group or anything, so i gotta fix that soon-ish! ( hopefully tomorrow, uh make that today).. Guh! Feels like i cant get a friggin break! I have spring break before my exams, i mean, seriously. I understand they want to give us time to study, but i'd rather have had it after my exams so i could unwind a bit! And we start new courses the week after my exams, so woohoo! Atleast i'll get the rest of the week to be sleep.

For the past week i have been sleeping at around 7 am and waking up at 2-5 pm.. This is caused my inability to sleep! I'm a night owl, or a "vampire" as some people call me, but seriously. It's never been this bad. I could sleep whenever the hell i wanted to. Now i lay on bed for hours. Thing with me, if i cant sleep in around 10-30 minutes then i get bored. But i force myself not to do anything for hours. Until i get REALLY bored i decide to fuck sleep, and just do whatever. (Like writing on this blog for example).

I've also been in a pretty bad mood these past days, just thinking. Whenever i'm not studying or watching a movie or at the gym. Anyways, i got some advice from my best friend "puta", so we'll see how it goes. He's always been there to help me with stuff, but i never really listened to his advice before, or i listened to it, but i never really did anything he said. So in the end, he gave up :p.. I don't know if it was that his advice was stupid, or if i was too prideful since i don't like to do what people tell me, I usually do whatever pleases me. You ask, why ask for advice in the first place then? Well, I want to know what my best friend(s) think about a certain topic, i might agree with them, or not! I like to see how other people would handle the situation i'm in, or how they'd react. And i use it as reference when i'm thinking about it later on. Every person is different, and thinks and acts differently, thats true. But in the end, everyone needs some help when they're being too stubborn. Hell, i might be wrong! Anyways, the bastard has helped me and i depend on him to help me later on! Else i'll beat him to a pulp!

Right now, i want to write a CV so i can apply to jobs. I need the extra cash! Who doesn't! I'm also looking for an apartment to rent, since i can no longer live with my sister. I think its time, been here for 3.5 bloody years. And i've sent my ps3 for repairs since the HDMI didn't work so the graphics were absolute crap! Oh well.

Bozo I believe whatever doesn't kill you, simply makes you...
[takes off his mask]
The Joker: ...stranger.

F8

What you should do Vs. What you want to do.

You are defined by your actions, and by the decisions you make. Some of them are easy, like choosing between coke or pepsi, going out to the movies or staying home, watching Sherlock Holmes or Avatar. In the end it doesn't really matter which one you choose, you'll probably enjoy it. And some of these decisions are hard, and might change your life drastically. You will be challenged trying to pick the right one. And it's only harder when there is no right and wrong. How do you decide then? How do you measure the advantages and disadvantages. You can't. But in the end, you'll have to choose one, and then live with it. And what about regret. Do you regret the things that you always wanted to do, but never did. Or do you regret the things that you've done. It's usually a mix of both.

This is a quote from " Men in Black" :

Jay: You know what they say. It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
Kay: Try it.

True or False?

All good things come to an end

Timber

It's really hard to stay positive and optimistic when everything around you is crumbling down. I used to be a pessimist, but as i grew older i found out that maybe it wasn't the path i should take. So i started to change that, I started to change the way i thought. I mean, I live this life once, so I'd rather be happy about it. Thus less things would piss me off. A lot of things really aren't worth getting angry or sad about. My mom used to tell me " forget, forgive , and let live" whenever i got into an argument with my dad, or when i was upset about something. This phrase helped me through a lot of things, i use it until this very day. But what happens when something's worth it, what should i do when the the things i hold close to me, the things i treasure in my life aren't going the way i want them to. I feel like an empty bottle that's being filled with a lot of emotions, and the bottle can't hold much so it's overflowing. Raw feelings can be a great thing, but they also can cause you a lot of pain. And it hurts. How can i look at the bright side of life, when i'm at the dark side. Life isn't easy, but there's no reason for that. Things can be simple, but they still aren't easy. My name means " to smile" , but right now i have no reason to smile.

Kiss Kiss, Bang Bang

How did it happen that their lips came together? How does it happen that birds sing, that snow melts, that the rose unfolds, that the dawn whitens behind the stark shapes of trees on the quivering summit of the hill? A kiss, and all was said. ~Victor Hugo

Soul meets soul on lovers' lips. ~Percy Bysshe Shelley, Prometheus Unbound

Kissing is like drinking salted water. You drink, and your thirst increases. ~Chinese Proverb

Kisses kept are wasted;

Love is to be tasted.

There are some you love, I know;

Be not loathe to tell them so.

Lips go dry and eyes grow wet

Waiting to be warmly met.

Keep them not in waiting yet;

Kisses kept are wasted.

~Edmund Vance Cooke

A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous.

~Ingrid Bergman

A kiss is an act so simple and so intimate. The Light suction, the flick of the lip, the playful nibble, the deep advance and retreat of the tongue. A good kiss is like jazz, an improvisation of melodies! It is a conversation between the lips. A kiss can brighten your day, it can make all your worries disappear, it can take away all the tears. They say a picture is worth a thousand words, then how many words does that make a kiss worth? A kiss where you gaze into your lover's eyes and play with their hair, where you hold hands, the amount of affection is limitless. A kiss is the gateway to heaven and beyond.

Ello.

First of all. I cant even believe i have a blog! So not me. If you want someone to blame! Blame Dee, its all her fault!! Be warned, when i see you, i'm gona hurt you, then hug ya!

I'll prolly write about how i feel (doubt it), and post up some of the things that i write, be it poems or stories from my imagination. We shall see. Haha. Thats it from me. Adios!!