Anyways, here's whats up. I've got 2 exams on the 15th of march, 8-13 and 14-19.. Thats gona be a f*cking long day! Oh well, I also got a test on friday, and i need 2 points to be able to pass the course. Dont think, " oh, 2 points, thats easy" cause it aint! If it was, then i wouldn't be redoing this course right now! And after i'm done with that, gona continue studying for my exams. I've also enrolled myself in a project course, but i'm not in any group or anything, so i gotta fix that soon-ish! ( hopefully tomorrow, uh make that today).. Guh! Feels like i cant get a friggin break! I have spring break before my exams, i mean, seriously. I understand they want to give us time to study, but i'd rather have had it after my exams so i could unwind a bit! And we start new courses the week after my exams, so woohoo! Atleast i'll get the rest of the week to be sleep.
For the past week i have been sleeping at around 7 am and waking up at 2-5 pm.. This is caused my inability to sleep! I'm a night owl, or a "vampire" as some people call me, but seriously. It's never been this bad. I could sleep whenever the hell i wanted to. Now i lay on bed for hours. Thing with me, if i cant sleep in around 10-30 minutes then i get bored. But i force myself not to do anything for hours. Until i get REALLY bored i decide to fuck sleep, and just do whatever. (Like writing on this blog for example).
I've also been in a pretty bad mood these past days, just thinking. Whenever i'm not studying or watching a movie or at the gym. Anyways, i got some advice from my best friend "puta", so we'll see how it goes. He's always been there to help me with stuff, but i never really listened to his advice before, or i listened to it, but i never really did anything he said. So in the end, he gave up :p.. I don't know if it was that his advice was stupid, or if i was too prideful since i don't like to do what people tell me, I usually do whatever pleases me. You ask, why ask for advice in the first place then? Well, I want to know what my best friend(s) think about a certain topic, i might agree with them, or not! I like to see how other people would handle the situation i'm in, or how they'd react. And i use it as reference when i'm thinking about it later on. Every person is different, and thinks and acts differently, thats true. But in the end, everyone needs some help when they're being too stubborn. Hell, i might be wrong! Anyways, the bastard has helped me and i depend on him to help me later on! Else i'll beat him to a pulp!
Right now, i want to write a CV so i can apply to jobs. I need the extra cash! Who doesn't! I'm also looking for an apartment to rent, since i can no longer live with my sister. I think its time, been here for 3.5 bloody years. And i've sent my ps3 for repairs since the HDMI didn't work so the graphics were absolute crap! Oh well.
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